wait.

As a little girl, I used to watch Disney princesses and believed in happy ever after. I started to dream about my wedding day wearing a beautiful wedding dress flowing and shining. I was so excited to meet my Prince, someone who would wait for me in the altar with a smile I could never resist. I looked forward for that day. However, God told me to wait because He has prepared someone special for me. But waiting was difficult and I became impatient by giving away my heart to someone. I thought it was already a dream come true, a love I was desperately hoping. But everything went unpleasant, everything I was hoping for was gone. And I heard Him again saying, "My daughter, I died for you in the cross as a proof of how much I love you and how much I care for you, that's why I told you to WAIT! Tears flowing while I simply humble myself to Him.

Waiting, my dear, is lonely. It is the time when you draw closer to God and not with any man. It is lonely because no one can understand you, and only God is there to help you along the way. Waiting is full of tears and sadness because you feel insecure. But cheer up, you are a precious apple worth waiting for. My dear daughter, there is only one word I want to say, WAIT!

When the time you commit yourself to wait, please pray for patience as well. It's a lot way harder if you wait impatiently, I hope you've learned my lesson. One day, I've met your dad in a most unexpected way. I heard no trumpets, no fireworks display, no choir singing. It's just God, him, and me. You're father is really wonderful, and all I could say is, he's worth the wait. I've waited for the man of my prayers. Time will come that you're going to get married, but please WAIT!

Wait for the man who will love you for who you are. I love eating and sometimes (or oftentimes) your dad would just tease me for eating a lot than the way he does. But he still loves me.
Wait for the man who prays for you daily, and will ask you from God, then to your father.
Wait for the man who will bring you closer to God.
Wait for the man who loves God more than you.
Wait for the man who loves his mother and sister and respect other people.
Wait for the man who puts you as his priority than anyone else.
Wait for the man who can lead you in life
Wait for the man who has the courage to climbed the tree all the way to the top just to have you.
Wait for the man who treats you like a princess just like what you're father was doing for me.
Wait for the man who will hold you forever.

My daughter, there is always blessing for those who wait. Don't rush for someone who don't deserver you. God has someone for you in His perfect time. Just Wait!